March 2012
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Leave me the hell alone idgaf what you need to do I’m fucking tired and just want to sleep! If you want Me to do something you should have fucking given me a day notice before today not an hour before stop fucking calling me you are pissing me off! Just go the fuck away!!!
February 2012
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This Hipster
Intrigues me l, I see him every morning and for some reason I find him quite intriguing..
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Please come home tonight..
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“There can be no love if one does not remain oneself with all one’s...”
– Italo Calvino’s The Baron in the trees
Suicidal shooting
Always nice coming home to a street nearby being closed off due to a shooting..oh and coming home to an empty home..I should probably lock my doors until all this passes over..
To Alex House we go!
Alex: want to go to my house and do homework?
Me: umm if you want
Alex: my mom just asks I don't bring any hood rats home..
Me: Lmfao alright
Alex: no fuck that we're going to my dads because you and my mom will get along and gang up on me!
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It’s Sunday I just got done doing a load of paperwork and procedures with the nurse, I saw things I wish I didn’t but it’s too late now.
About to lose myself in this book..
Two months and it still feels like a dream..
Mom: you need to keep studying to become someone in life.
Dad: you're always studying, you're so difficult to contact! I have a better chance of contacting The President than I do you!
Friends: you're always studying dude how do you do it?
Brother: I'm never there because you're always busy.
Professors: you're not working hard enough.
Me: ..just go away everyone and leave me alone.
my-water-cooler-romance asked: omg you live in Bakersfield i've never met anyone whos lived in the same city as me!
California weather.
Morning: HOLY SHIT its freezing.
Afternoon: Who the fuck set the earth on fire.
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Cancer
First it took my Grandpas life away, but he fought a good and long run, the doctors said he wouldn’t make it through that month and he proved them wrong and kept going for a few more months. I remember our goodbye..he smiled at me hugged me tight and told me to be good to my mom. I left crying..
Now my grandma is fighting cancer at 85 years old along with many other health issues....
This medicine makes me feel so happy and so light.. I have to limit myself though I don’t want to become an addict and don’t want to rely on them.
Such a long week..but my body is happy right now.
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I eat people's souls I guess.
Alex: You look like a fucking doll with your hair and the way you're dressed.
Me: umm thank you?
Alex: No! You look all fucking innocent which is bullshit because we all know you eat people's souls!
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Music music music 🎶🎶🎶
My escape
My love
The one thing that makes me feel better.
I cannot stress enough how much I love music, I would be a lot more insane if I didn’t have this escape.
All of a sudden
I’ve been hit with such an upsetting feeling, maybe it’s because he’s so upset and I can see it in his eyes.
Skipping out on today’s lecture going to finish my paper and start other assignments.
I feel so confused. :( 💔
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R.I.P.
Two friends, two different deaths.. My heart goes out to both families. I love you both and both your relatives were taken away way too soon. One by someone who made a dumb mistake by stabbing his own blood and the other by a simple accident. I cannot imagine how you two are feeling, it does hurt me to know you two are hurting.
Remind your loved ones how much you love them and as for your kids...
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I wish
rbowmans:
I could tell you how sorry I really am.
No one really enjoys the fact that I put in all my time towards my studies. But I must say do you really believe I enjoy doing nothing but school work on what’s suppose to be my free time. Don’t you think I rather be out with you my friends than be stuck in this house working on school stuff. I’m not one to just live in the moment, I tend to think ahead and decide which option is...
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“Love happens all by itself—it comes and goes without reason. People do no have...”
– This is what Bean describe as an American marriage..
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That amazing feeling
When you finish a paper and it turns out to be a mother fucking master piece! Ahh one paper down one to go, which I’ll start tomorrow because my brain needs a damn break. Oh an bubble baths are amazing after putting all your energy into a damn paper. Time to relax. :)